sam & dean & knives

[topaz119]

There's nothing Dean wouldn't do for Sam. Nothing. Sam knows that, bone-deep; it keeps his hand steady, no matter how much the knife scares him. Dean wants--needs--this; Sam's not going to let anyone else give it to him.

Sam sits back on his heels, breathes long and deep, balances the hilt in his hands. There'd been more blood the first time, deeper cuts. He's gotten it right now, though, just enough pressure on the knife to open the skin on Dean's back, each stroke giving way to a slow sheen of red.

Dean moves restlessly, strains against the ropes holding him safe; Sam leans in, quickly, before Dean loses his center.

"Shhh," he soothes. "Almost finished."

Dean stills under him, but whimpers, small sounds leaking past clenched teeth as Sam bends to taste the lines he's cut into his brother's skin, salt and copper strong on his tongue. Not random marks, but bind-runes, each one a prayer. He whispers them aloud, so Dean will know.

"Strength."

"Speed."

"Luck."

"Safety."

There's one more, one that Sam cuts low on Dean's back, at the base of his spine, not for protection, not for power, only for himself. For them.

"Mine."

Comments

[without-me.livejournal.com]

You rock my world, babe. Even if I do weep for the 15-page version of this I had in mind.

[topaz119.livejournal.com]

LOL--with as long as this one took, 15 pages would probably kill me. =) Plus, y'know, there's that other one, the one with the deadline...thanks for counting and recounting and re-recounting words with me.

[without-me.livejournal.com]

Well, if we'd done the long form, you wouldn't have had to count words!!!

[callsigns.livejournal.com]

Gaaahhhhhhhhh, that's good.

[topaz119.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I wrote that Nick/AJ drabble yesterday, and there was a knife in that and my brain said, "oh, you know who would *really* go for that?" and this came tumbling out. (And it is to weep, but I have not the Sam icon for this. I have a couple but not one that works.)

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Oh, I loved that!

[topaz119.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[ink-in-my-skin.livejournal.com]

Oh my...this is really powerful...

::speechless::

[topaz119.livejournal.com]

Thank you; I'm glad it worked for you.

[geneli4.livejournal.com]

mmmmmm, niiiice.... very, very nice! YUM.

[topaz119.livejournal.com]

The entire concept seemed to fit those two, really really well. I'm glad you agree. =)

[madame-d.livejournal.com]

Oh. Oh fuck, wow. Um. Scattered brain cells and all... that. Yes.

[topaz119.livejournal.com]

Thanks! That knife made the brief appearance with Nick and AJ, but it was screaming out for these two, so loudly I was packing and writing at the same time.