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topaz119 ([personal profile] topaz119) wrote2007-10-02 08:26 pm

ficlet

Fandom: CWrps
Pairing: Chad Michael Murray/Christian Kane
Rating: Adult
Disclaimer: This is not true. Period.
A/N: Life is crazy; I'm self-medicating through pr0n. This is 373 words of un-beta'ed, messed-up kink. Right now, I don't think it's part of any established verse, but I reserve the right to change my mind later on...




If Chad could explain it, it would go something like this:

Chris almost always slaps his ass, quick and hard and dirty, enough that Chad’s aching and hot, his ass throbbing even before Chris starts fucking it open. The burn fades by morning but they both know it’s happened and that it’ll happen again. That’s the part that’d actually be pretty simple to explain.

When Chad needs more, he just has to slide Chris’s belt out of the loops on his jeans and get on his hands and knees. After that, all he has to do is take it; Chris decides how long and how hard. It doesn’t matter if Chad bites through his lip trying to keep quiet or if he’s yelling and begging Chris to stop, it’s not over until Chris says it’s time. After that, Chris fucks him long and slow and Chad’s so high on the endorphins he doesn’t know where he stops and Chris begins. That’s a little harder to get, but if it was just that, it wouldn’t be a problem.

But then there’s the part that nobody’s ever going to understand: when Chad fucks up, really fucks up, when he does something stupid and deliberate and hateful, Chris doesn’t leave like any sane person would, like Chad thinks he should. He just puts his Swiss Army knife on the counter and waits for Chad to make the next move. Chad can walk away—did walk away the first time it all went down, but only lasted a month before he came back and if he wasn’t actually crawling, he might as well have been.

If he doesn’t walk away, he takes the knife and goes out and cuts a switch, big and thick enough that Chris won’t backhand him and send him back out to cut another. Chris doesn’t care how long it takes him to get up the nerve to drag his ass back into the house, but once he’s in, he’s in and there’s no backing out. It’s stupid and sick and just plain fucked-up that it takes Chris whipping Chad’s ass and thighs bloody to make Chad believe that he’s not going anywhere, but that’s why Chad doesn’t even bother opening his mouth.

[identity profile] without-me.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, man. Vanilla. Uh-huh.

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
So very vanilla. Swear. Like, not even French vanilla, just your basic Breyers.

[identity profile] stephanometra.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
sdlfkajsdlkfjasdlknnnnnnnnnnnnnggghhhhhhhh

MY BRAIN, YOU HAVE KILLED IT.

[identity profile] stephanometra.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
The discipline. It's just. Nnnggh.

Why don't I have a Chris having me pick a switch? Huh? Why don't I?

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
That part *really* isn't my usual thing--wrong headspace or something, but boy, did it want to be written.

[identity profile] stephanometra.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, it might not be your thing, but I'm sure as shit glad you wrote it.

[identity profile] wendy.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
The switch bit is making me flushed and sort of unable to speak.

Not part of an established verse? *eyes you*

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't ask me where that part came from; so not my thing, but ... it fit. And you know I'm always happy to leave you speechless. =)

[identity profile] cardamom-23.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
you kind of killed me dead with this one.

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess we get to credit Julia C for this one. ;) And WalMart.

[identity profile] cardamom-23.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
::shakes head:: of all things.

[identity profile] geneli4.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Life is crazy; I'm self-medicating through pr0n.

have i mentioned yet how much i approve of this plan? because i really do! GUH.

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2007-10-03 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
At least at the end of the day, I can point to *something* that made me a little bit happy, other than just thinking that well, I survived another one...
I'm glad you're liking my distractions, too. =)

[identity profile] godamnarmsrace.livejournal.com 2007-10-10 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Um, I'll get back to you when my brain comes back online...friended you btw ;D

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Welcome! =)

[identity profile] spazzer-mctwich.livejournal.com 2008-02-06 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
That was awesome I love this pairing of your. I hope you right more. I have such a weakness for utterly fucked to hell psyches and rough sex with an emotional side. This kind of rocks.

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2008-02-13 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! I just kind of threw that out there; it doesn't really fit into any of the 'verses that are running through my head (the power balance is a little off for all of them) but it definitely was fun to write.

[identity profile] rain388.livejournal.com 2008-02-24 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I think my brain exploded with this one...yep, my brain, that's the organ I'm admitting to anyway! Words won't do it justice so I'm not even going to try and describe how much I loved this story. Hope you don't mind me friending you!

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2008-02-25 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you--this one was a quick one-off to distract myself one afternoon. It doesn't quite fit into any existing worlds, but it might, someday.
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[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2008-06-15 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
heh. Thanks!
ext_37250: made by: dhamphir (Default)

[identity profile] princesslanie.livejournal.com 2008-11-26 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
nice.

[identity profile] topaz119.livejournal.com 2008-12-02 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks!